The three things…

I want to accomplish this holiday: 

        Go! to the gym

        Work! earn some money 

        Read! more doctrines written by self-absored, self-indulgent egomaniacs called starchitects

 

Happy holidays everyone!  

   I just got home yesterday, with the rain and the darkness of night, it was a pretty straining drive. Ah, home sweet home. For some reason, the first thing I got myself was char hor fun instead of the laksa I’ve been whining about for the last couple of days. Perhaps it was the laksa I took at OldTown in Cyberjaya that put me off it. Really, the laksa there was too…. clean. The pieces of fish were still.. pieces of fish!

  It is unrealistic, unfathomable, how some stupid dude can have so much effect on me. I mean, come on! I don’t think it is really neccessary for every song played on the radio the entire trip to remind me of him. Aiyoh, I was driving somemore. Sometimes I think that I get too emotional over a dude.

  Bah, just received another “I have uploaded some pics of you, click here to see it” msn virus-thingies. I know sometimes you click on them accidentally and then you get affected. But the multitude of such messages sent to me in a day just proves that somewhere out there, there actually are people dumber than you! You go Hsien! Really, a friend of mine once sat next to me while I was chatting online, saw one such message and started urging me very earnestly to click it. I was torn between laughter and scorn. I think I patted that person in the end.

  Work, huh. That’s the second big thing on my mind right now. First being getting to KL next Wednesday to see dude off (he’s going home). How am I going to tell my dad, when I just got home that I have to go to KL again? Dad accepts him, but there is an unspoken agreement that we do not discuss any matters pertaining him. My parents are a bit unsupportive because they know that we are not going to last.. but.. but.. that’s what makes it all the better for me! Seriously, I like being so deeply involved with a guy, but I don’t want to be tied down to any guy when I graduate. The both of us forsee great pain in the very immediate future, but it is just what we have to go through. He has to go home, and I want freedom. All’s well ends well. Hopefully. Ah, I forsee the pain. (DARN! I just found out that my dad’s going to Philippines tomorrow till next Tuesday! This is baaad to the grand plan. He would be very very unamused to know that I intend to go away, even for a day, the day he comes back. fuck.) 

  Anyways, main point: WORK. need money to go on holiday to Cambodia to see the Angkors. Also, I need new clothes, new shades, new shoes ( I worn out 3 pairs this year, no joke), a 2G RAM upgrade for laptop (God knows how much that will cost. PC fair coming soon though, will check there). In summary, I need to get my fat, lazy ass to work. What should I be? Waitressing for RM5 or shopkeeping for RM4.50 are very unappealing. Kumon perhaps, there is a centre closeby… Suggestions?

   Oh also, I want to meet up old friends. Heard Puan Chin is having a party soon and we are invited, I want to go, but.. do I want to go? Nurul is in USA… Heng Tien is in Taiwan… the rest have UTM… hmmm…. 

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