Suziblu

So he reached home, apparently half an hour before I called. Maybe his mum was just trying to protect him from my wrath; I’ve been waiting very patiently for a call. I guess he wouldn’t call me tonight, maybe in the morning, when he has settled down enough to remember me.

I love suziblu. She’s on youtube as suziblutube teaching, preaching art, she’s an advocate of all things art, all art by you and me. I don’t remember how I came across her channel a year ago, but I am so darned glad I did! My favourite episode (webisode?) is about self portraits. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fi2gcjP88VM In which she says, you are sacred, your art is sacred.. your life is not going to be sacred when you lose ten pounds, or when you finally graduate school, or when you put a beautiful painting on a page.. don’t you want to stop waiting?” I completely agree with “cause you are going to get bold, you are going to do what you want to do, and then explode out in to other areas in your life” I have been scared my entire life. I am scared of commitment, I’m scared of disappointment, I’m scared to try and I’m scared to start. All the things I have failed with are caused not by my incompetence, but because of the limits I set myself with! So I will break free! I will start an art journal!.. tomorrow, tonight’s too late lol.

Oh, I’m going to lock posts that regards Kenny solely. Tell me if you want the password